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littlerumball
01 December 2009 @ 12:50 am


randomly, pple you barely know touch your life with things they write.

Faith is believing God will; not just God can :)

thank you for writing that in your note, and thank for you adding me at a time that i had the privilege to read it.
it'd be nice to know you better someday if God permits.
 
 
littlerumball
25 November 2009 @ 02:21 pm
it all started ytd morning when i went to dr Loke's for my rashes and after waiting a freaking long close to 2 hours, he kindly informed me that my bed might have bed bugs that were causing all these tiny clustered mosquito bite looking bumps.

so i went home to search the bed for any bugs, but to no avail and ended up sleeping on a spare mattress, pillow and blanket.
(shiwei -- new sheets, not NEWS SHEETS hahaha, im sure i'd like to sleep on newspapers like a karanggg guni)

my mom scoured the house for bugs this morning, and found a few crawly things in the couch which were realllyyy tiny, while i was at school. so upon reaching home the house had officially turned into half a war zone, because apparently the computer chair was found to be a carrier of bugs also. now all the 'infested' materials which include the computer chair, the couch AND all the couch cushions AND, worst of all, my favvy animals which reside on the couch with me...are bound for the dustbin.


the tigers have been with me since my age was a single digit, and the hippo was a vday pres from junting in sec3/4.
do i really have to let them go )):
i am such a sucker at letting things go, even if they are none living things.
i wish i could pack them into a plastic bag and stash them away somewhere..or better, send them for dry cleaning as my sis suggested.
but my mom insists they MUST GO cause bugs like to hide in furry things (hundreds of dollars on seeing skin doctor or a few toys less??!!)

sigh, life feels like its falling apart these weeks.
i hope it gets better soon.

 
 
littlerumball
22 November 2009 @ 01:10 pm
the last day of school feeling has inevitably sunk in despite us actually having two more weeks of tests, practicals and presentations to go.
saturday 12pm marked the day and hour we had to shift all our lab stuff out of lab (including the suction, yes the suction hahaha), in two cardboard boxes sealed with masking tape.

that's the last we'd see of lab 2, which has been faithfully serving dental students from 1987 until just last week. i think i'd miss the familiarity of it all..the cluster, the plaster room, the adrenaline you get from running back from the amalgamator just so your amalgam wont set on you..but definitely NOT the smell of monomer (which i suspect causes early brain cell death).
the new place apparently, will be a lot smaller due to space contraints, and rumour has it that the units wont be arranged in clusters, but in straight lines so as to conserve space ): will it be like some factory production line?

anyhow, the packing and moving process took much shorter than i expected.
brian declared "because i'm here whaaaat' ahhaah.
ok but much credit to him for helping me stack the gazillion boxes and carrying it out, fetching me back and finally dumping it in my house, though not failing to drop one box just at the last critical moment of placing the boxes down in my house. hahaha.
zanks very much llk :) i appreciate it muchly.




the night was a happy happy time too, had dinner with ber and shiwei :)
in times like these, i'm really thankful that i've friends around me who help me stay myself and keep sanity in check.
 
 
littlerumball
14 November 2009 @ 01:36 pm
i cant believe it :D

today my mom (as usual) was going through nippon paint ads and pointing out which wall colours she thinks are nice..and then she suddenly spoke of repainting the house and that apparently she has been "doing her homework" hahaha.

sometime in mid december perhaps. alongside with a change of window grills and a new sofa now that the old one is kinda in bits and shrabs (not to that extent but yea you get the idea).

hahah i think im like more excited than she is about it. after 20 years of living here we are FINALLY doing something about it. looks like all my incessant whinings to her about how we're in dire need of some renovation have finally borne some fruit. heh :D

now, to hope it actually DOES materialise and not float away like most airy talk would..and the downside that i've to stay home those days to help shift the furniture and stuff around. "plastering them to the floor like little islands" hahaha.

on a separate note, 2012 is a good show! go catch it :) the plot is rather cliched, but the effects are wow, breath-taking. felt as if i was sitting on an exhilarating roller coaster ride as the ground collapsed behind the car driving down the highway. although admittedly, some parts are quite ridiculous, for e.g the giraffes and elephants being flown up into the sky HAHA. but on the whole, still worthwhile watching :D

 
 
Current Mood: excited
 
 
littlerumball
08 November 2009 @ 05:54 pm
its ironical.

how sometimes the less we care about someone,

the more we matter to them.
 
 
littlerumball
02 November 2009 @ 10:21 pm

HELLO NOVEMBER!

 

november spells a crazily hectic month and needless to say im starting to feel the heat (and exhaustion) despite being only 2 days into the month..

life has been too happening, with so many meetups and birthday celebrations in oct, alongside with car rally followed by 2am supper at the fattening Swee Choon....
ben brought the remaining level 6 spicy wings from sunset grill for us to try and it was certainly SUPER HOT. the kind that makes your lips swell and makes you gasp for breathe and down lots of water/chinchow/milk.

still, facebook spells more than the excitement i've been through though, and i do get wee bits of jealously as i randomly scroll through albums of pple overseas (the awesome scenery there!!) and outings that i could have been at....rarr.
but like ber says sacrificing things beats seeing a big U on the report card (or F in the case of dental sku)

so..mugging time commences and tonight i officially embark on the arduous journey by attempting to memorise my REMOVABLE PARTiAL DENTURE notes

alongside with, ironically, my aching non-existent abs...
which hurt everytime i wince or move or worse still, sneeze.
(apparently, ytd's run wasnt all that futile.)
 

 
 
Current Mood: in pain
 
 
littlerumball
26 October 2009 @ 11:32 pm

matt helped me fix my wireless!! hahaha thanks mattttttt =)
now NUSOPEN network finally allows internet access on my comp hooray!
having a laptop which was unable to connect to the internet in school was like a bird without wings.

apart from that, my bday this year seemed very extended :)
thank you everyone who made it very special.
gene, for the wed after-movie surprise,
xinzi for the special delivery,
titus the labbie for the jelly like chocolate cake and for summoning the whole class to partake in the cake-consuming ceremony,
the girlies for the black pepper crabbing and guitar heroes
churchies for the sat surprise and lovely time
and yongkang,qq, ben for the XXXXL brownie...
hahaha to conclude, this year, i realized pple have a strange tendency to associate me with FOOD.
oh dear. why oh why.
(seriously im not THAT piggerish okay hahaha)

and yes of course, meeting shiwei today.
watami dinner and shopping! HAHA.
as a more foolproof plan for bday present shopping for each other, we decided to hint very uh subtly whenever we found something we like.
like "HEY I LIKE THIS BAG!". followed by a very large grin which says hee heeee heeeeee.
still, over and above all the eating and shopping, nothing beats a relaxing night out with a good ol pal (:
 

 
 
littlerumball
15 October 2009 @ 11:11 pm
is... )
 
 
Current Mood: amused
 
 
littlerumball
15 October 2009 @ 12:43 am

Christy tagged me in a facebook note today.
This is what it read.

SLOW DANCE

Have you ever watched kids
On a merry-go-round?
Or listened to the rain
Slapping on the ground?
Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?
Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?
You'd better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

Do you run through each day
On the fly?
When you ask "How are you?"
Do you hear the reply?
When the day is done
Do you lie in your bed
With the next hundred chores
Running through your head?
You'd better slow down
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

Ever told your child,
We'll do it tomorrow?
And in your haste,
Not see his sorrow?
Ever lost touch,
Let a good friendship die
Cause you never had time
To call and say "Hi"?
You'd better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

When you run so fast to get somewhere
You miss half the fun of getting there.
When you worry and hurry through your day,
It is like an unopened gift....
Thrown away.
Life is not a race.
Do take it slower
Hear the music
Before the song is over.


It can't serve as a better reminder. Especially the second and third stanza.

I had a very sickly day today. Probably due to the lack of sleep from last night, I ended up sneezing through the entire day in lab, having to walk in and out of the plaster room intermittenly not to pour impressions, but to get serviettes because by 830am I had already ran out of tissue.

Slept on the bus on the way home. Slept again from 8-10pm after dinner.
And woke up to find a gazillion blinking msn conversations. This is what happens when you leave your comp on and go and sleep and your PBL project is due at 2359. hahaha. I love my friends though, if it werent for them I think I would have conveniently ignored PBL and went to bed for real.

Discussed until 1140pm, then printed my pharmaco notes for tomorrow's lectures. Sorted out other stuff and...hai.

Being so busy feels so strangely satisfying that it's almost masochistic.

As I was showering today a random thought dawned upon me as to why the number of potential couples in class is growing. And it all boils down to us being too busy in some sense.
When you are freer, you have time for more people. But when you are busier, the innate desire lingers in you to find someone to hold on to, someone who understands and doesnt mind hearing every nuance of your oh-so-monotonous rants. That's why people get together while studying or while at a task. Because underneath it all we aren't so different. We crave acceptance, understanding and seek solace in the like.

Then it dawned upon me..so..who do I have?
And I figured. I have God. He who bears all our burdens and comforts the weary. He who promised that seek first His kingdom and all things will be added onto you. Still. I do believe that God knows the weaknesses of our fallen human souls and our undeniable need for a tangible form of support and interaction.
That's why He has placed so many wonderful people in my life. From my family, to my church friends, my dental school classmates, line seniors, exclassmates, ex councillors and other random people here-there people.

I cant be more thankful tonight.
And I think I really ought to spend more time appreciating them. Like spending the evenings chatting with my mom. Or dropping a random facebook wallpost or sms to ask how they are.
Before it's too late.
 
 
littlerumball

today i am finally blogging because i want to remember how sweet my tutee is.

it was raining very very heavily when i drove over to her estate in the morning.
upon reaching i flipped open my phone to find 2 messages from her, asking me if i was on the way and if i needed to delay the timing because it was raining oh so heavily.
i told her i'll just wait in the car for the rain to subside a bit more and she replied asking if i needed her to bring me an umbrella.

the rain didnt so show any signs of relenting so after 7-8minutes i decided i'd just drag my butt out of the car and attempt to open an umbrella. it was pretty much in vain because i still got very wet upon reaching her house. 

in her room she had prepared a towel, extra shirt and hot tea (this time with sugar) for me. how sweet is that :)

we have 2..maybe 3 sessions of tuition left before her english o levels, and i think i will miss her once it ends.
her innocence, her cheerfulness...
the little things that put a smile on my face and make 2 looong hours of tuition seem shorter.

---

apart from that, school has been insanely crazy.
the past week of elearning has proved to be ultimately, a blessing and a bane.
blessing because we could use the 'e-lectures' time to mug for pharmaco test which was on thurs..
and a bane because...now we have accumulated this HUGE collection of e-learning lectures to view and tasks to complete.
sigh. i have spent the whole of today viewing lectures and typing out notes from them apart from tuition and church :(

pharmaco test was another $&$*^#*) worthy thing.
it was the most terribly planned test ever.
they didnt give any instructions about how to shade the weird MCQ format, how to answer the open ended questions..
and worse of all, they didnt give us any forewarning of time's up.
i was writing "propanolol, timolol..."
and then, "TIMES UP PENS DOWN"
it was just one of those moments where everyone's jaw dropped in utter shock.

post pharmaco was quite enjoyable though.
went to sushi-tei, pepperoni pizzeria and island creamery with the classmates :)
finally, a shortlived taste of freedom.

return tea on fri was quite awesome.
i think we have really sweet juniors.
could tell they truly put in a lot of effort to make return as memorable as they could, from the posters around the faculty, to the personalized invites and photocards, alongside the video with unseen footage on what "others say abt the lovely year2s"
nicole was so so cute as barbarella! i am so proud of my line junior hahaha :)

church today came as a good break. daniel asked me and ben to serve CH last minute,
and despite my attempt to not get assigned to The Door, i was once again, assigned to The Door.
hahaha. the two other ladies at The Door with me were having a rather interesting conversation about how in church there are many many single women who are very pretty. so i was just standing there smiling at whatever they said, feeling very amused and figuring that keeping my mouth shut regarding the topic would be the best way to go.
then, ben dumped the offering envelopes he was carrying on me on his way out to be the cashbag escort. and one of the ladies went "eh, your brother?" hahahahahahaha. seriouslyyyyy. double amusement.

alright back to typing out my elearning lect notes now.  
they are such a bore; i've almost exhausted the entire bag of candy empire chocs that i bought for someone but sadly forgot to pass to the person ytd :(

 
 
littlerumball
23 September 2009 @ 12:20 am

an awesummmm-ly fun weekend has just gone by.

sunday night bbq and sleepover at brian's was insanely fun.
i made jap tuna rice seaweed salad, which everyone was complaining wasnt a salad because it had no lettuce or greens.
(wiki's definition of a salad is a mix of things, usually consisting of greens)
HAHA. but it was nice nonetheless :D
guitar hero jamming and rub a duck until 7am was fun too

followed by gokarting in jb in the afternoon!
it RAINED like crazy on our third race though. so the go kart track became like some swamp and we were all SOAKED hips down.

touch girls moonlit mooncake feste party in rj just now was lovely too!
sadly we didnt have any mooncake with the exception of the squished pao-looking half a mooncake that shiwei brought along.
but lanterns camwhoring sparklers and stupid races on the concrete slab were entertaining :D
plus supper at prata house.

hoho.

i need to mug.
 
 
Current Mood: happy
 
 
littlerumball
29 August 2009 @ 11:59 am
uni term starting in july/aug and ending in april/june really screws up one's perception of what a 'year' is. from young we've been accustomed to the end of the year referring to december, but now that uni term ends not in december but in the middle of the year, the altered perspective makes it seems as thought two years have passed though in actual fact, only one.

on tuesday night i made a list of all the DM topics to study and it certainly put me out of the so-called float mode. no more playing around. in school it's an endless rush of trying to catch up with lectures, demos, completing lab projects that are relentlessly pouring in..and by friday, it becomes blatant that everyone is drained and zombified. (moreover now that year2s have our half-day fridays removed boo :( )

next week we're off school for FDI, a worldwide dental convention that's held once every two years and this year singapore is privileged to be hosting it. the year2s and 4s have been summoned as minions to serve, ushering, goodybag packing, scanning cards...but at least we get to enjoy roaming the convention in free slots and bring along a guest to the opening ceremony on wed evening, which showcases 'the singapore heartbeat' :)

for the past week, here's some things i want to thank God for.

1) PASSING WAX UP. the greatest bane of my lab life has finally been resolved. dr foo is miraculous, when he was checking for my contacts which were all semi-present, he spotted a high spot and helped me trim it down..and tada! the tripod contact appeared!!! (non dental pple im sorry this is but a chunk of greek to you :X)

2) FAST HEALING. on monday night while training david and i collided side on, which resulted in me bouncing off him and falling sideways, spraining my left ankle, which by the way, had a guard on. the next day the ankle had officially swollen to the size of a pig's trotter, but praise God by wed the swelling had almost completely subsided and so had the pain :)

alright gotta go give tuition now.
 
 
littlerumball
16 August 2009 @ 09:17 pm
the past few weeks (more of weekends actually haha) have been awesomely fun yet tiring, with ndp preview, the soo sisters bday at macs two sundays ago, nigel's ndp ragging bday last sunday and midnight movie on friday :D photos on facebook spell it out so i wont bother to elaborate.

its time to get serious with year2 life now, esp with all the tests kicking in. time to get out of the lagging pithole and inch forward towards doing well and actually following lects and tutorials.

finally separated my year one notes from the line books, now all nicely bundled and ready to be passed on to nicole. opened my year two goodie bags from shuyi and laid out everything according to subject as well. it feels good to be on the road to recovery hahaha:)

packed away my jc econs notes to pass to dr lim as well, so now my cupboard feels a lot more empty. space feels good somehow. as if some clutter in my life has finally been removed.

last sp course session was today, and im really thankful it is over. learnt a lot through the whole course, and hopefully i've emerged a little wiser and more matured. God has been good throughout, though initially elijah and i were supp to do it together, He still provided someone when elijah decided to pull out halfway through. so thank God, and thank you too, eugene:)

netball interchurch season, grace cup commences next sunday. matches will be played every sunday at the hiding place so do come down to support team trinity:) training last thurs was good, not just because we hadnt trained together in a superrr long time, but also coz peiling was guiding me at the sidelines on how to play GS properly; not to run out too early, how to stand in proper positioning and diff ways of stepping the defender.

thus far..life is good:)
 
 
littlerumball
02 August 2009 @ 01:51 pm

half of rag prep is over.

and it has left us sapped of energy. some of the year twos are rushing the float like crazy that night duty has literally become sleepless.

adjourned for night duty after ndp preview last night with my sleeping bag and lappie, in which neither was used in the end. continuous work through the night from 12am to 7am, till i had to go back to return the car.

paint stains are super hard to come off; my hands and feet are still grey. an attempt to remove them with nail polish remover this morning was rather futile :( ended up decolourising my desk instead, cause i accidentally knocked over a capfull of it. sigh!

i miss my family and friends muchly.

one more week to go.

so, so tired.

Lord i'll find my strength in You
 
 
littlerumball
23 July 2009 @ 10:16 pm
wow it's been a long time since the last update.

school, camp and night services have been extremely tiring but at the same time very fulfilling.
camp was spent high on adrenaline; running about with my og through the multitude of games and attempting to teach mass dance.
God has been good and i've learnt a lot through the past 3 nights of campus camp services:)

right now i feel like i can sleep for 24 hours without waking up. hurhur..
 
 
Current Mood: tired
 
 
littlerumball
12 July 2009 @ 12:03 am
boo  
im sick

it's a really BAD BAD time to be sick now because with the widespread occurrence of H1N1, everytime i sneeze or sniffle everyone gives me the 'do you have H1N1 =.- ' stare. AGH.
and if this condition persists or somehow develops into a fever, i think i'll get banned from school (especially now that NUH has installed thermo-scanners at the main entrance) and from orientation. NO GOOD. sigh.
 
 
Current Mood: sick
 
 
littlerumball
08 July 2009 @ 05:43 pm

it's only the third day of school and im seriously dying during all the lectures.
certain lecturers have a mystical lullaby property contained within their voices such that the moment they start speaking, half the class starts falling asleep.

time to turn back the sleep cycle to the dental life cycle. sleep by 1am, wake up at 630am.

the year 2 subjects have started so i shall give a little intellectual update here -beam*.
pathology - learning abt the onset of diseases
pharmacology - abt the use and action of drugs
removable prostho - complete & partial dentures
op tech - fixed prostho..crowns, bridges etc
occlusion - impressions, wax up, facebows
preventive dentistry - uh..prevention is better than cure?

such a fistful of lectures and ongoing projects. 
its only been THREE days and we have already accumulated about 4cm thick of notes. hahaha.

still im glad year 1 is over. no more biochem; no more nonsensical un-dental related science subjects.
now it's down to da real thing and we are all going to learn by experience, to make whatever mistakes here rather than on real patients..and yes eventually, to become good, ethical, skilled dentists:)

apart from that, the social life has been pretty packed too.
meet ups with all the ex classmates, ex councilmates etc
church, cell, planning for back to(in) school bash,
guitar on sats with ben & eli,
sp course on sundays till end aug,
netball/capts ball trainings,
orientation camp, rag&flag, float building, 
tuition..and what not.

it pretty much feels like jc days once more where everyday is shag-day but i must say i'm lovin' it.
exercise for one thing, is a happy-go-getter.
adrenaline rushes~

on a random note, i just had an entire dinner plate full of strawberries, grapes and cherries.
that makes about the healthiest thing i've eaten in about a month:) hhaha

 
 
littlerumball
05 July 2009 @ 05:43 pm
everyday circumstances bring out things within yourself that perhaps you knew but never figured existed so vividly.

today i learnt that patience is seriously not my forte. not when it comes to inconsiderate people anyway.

teaching children, people, helping others and what not is fine.

but inconsiderate pple really annoy me.

after sp course ended early at 4.45 today, i went down to the carpark to discover a large car had parked directly infront of me. not unusual considering adam's insane parking squeezes.
but this car, did not have a contact number on it! (normally for double parking, the double parked car is required to display a contact number in case the car behind it needs to exit).

GRRR.

so i had to go to the still ongoing chinese beliefs and religions course to ask the tech guy if he could flash the car number on screen for me. but i was just told to wait because the powerpoint apparently was handled by the speaker himself.

ended up attending the rest of the course with the old folks. when it ended i went to wait by the car.

then this huge indian man appeared finally at 5.25.

and i kindly told him next time he double parks please put his contact number on the windscreen.

"oh sorry"
he didnt even sound sorry??

it sure was a test of patience but really.

why are some people just so inconsiderate?!!
 
 
Current Mood: annoyed
 
 
 
littlerumball
23 June 2009 @ 11:35 pm
facebook is lagging badly tonight.
so while waiting to upload the piccas, i shall blog!

ha..ha..ha..haji lane! )
 
 
 
 

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